It's confirmed man, six months for me to play! omg this is damn good this just plastered a smile all over my face i swear i want to play and happy hour everyday till i drop dead and tell myself that is seriously enough man. Fk A levels, i swear i will be back with utmost vengence and play my ass off! haha can't wait ah what's with all the sweet deals coming up, the prospect of monetary incentives from parents, i'm already drooling at the promised reward for nus admission woohoo

You know sometimes things are just really fked up when you do something but the other party just don't seem to care two hoots bout you, and it is done nicely in a arrogant manner. And there are also times when you have to eat humble pie, and acts like some guy who needs a companion badly, because screw it okay, you want it that way, we'll have it that way Anyway i make use of you, and you make use of me, and that's how things works right?
Good lord i seem to have alot of grievances huh. Anyway today is self proclaimed off day for me, i want to go out proper but mum not free too bad and i ended up having mini soccer game at the backyard with my bro that lasted for a retarded but fun hour plus!

Just another boring week ahead.
This week though- got my club card, a num spree, a toscano case(the way my mum got it was like wtf?), and new running shoes coming up!
Okay i really have to say this, i really need to find more help for maths in school, cos i'm not getting as much help as i would like!

I must really renouce all worldly pleasures man, damn it why must all the promised good deals pop up at this point, and they are so swarming my mind!
oh i can start my new exercise schedule alrdy, hopefully three times a week; i'm already raring to swim at the club tmr!

I seriously hate doing all the stupid stuff like pq and whatever not, such a bloody waste of time man, but thing is i have finished it! And i'm just gonna turn one blind eye to its lacklustre form, i redo it twice you know the stupid computer screw me up, so just good gracious to it.
I am keeping my fingers crossed, aiya keeping my entire hand crossed, that i can go to hk in dec with my mum to embark on my factory sprees with my aunt hahaha, then its family to gold coast maybe for new year, then to coveted Europe for next cny!

I hate school, and i hate myself for being just so naive and not studying hard enough at sec4.
Home, club, library~ the-soon-to-be tripartite of solace.
But on a brighter note i'm actually staring at more exercise avenues!

ohgod i just want the stupid year to conclude quickly, my parents are like saying australia for one moment, and london the next moment its damn positively irritating i srsly hate being the eldest argg.
I am on course to passing all my subs for the first time!
Its 12am now i am going to try and pull myself up at 7am to run hated rounds at ccab i'm so dying to exercise!

Mum and i were singing the same tune; this is so ridiculous and dumb and insane, no wonder people are willing to let theirs' go for more than half the original price, damn man i thought everything was tailor-made perfectly for us already.

Off to warren, bc, and pines tmr and i'll be keeping my fingers crossed!

Arggg damn i'm so so pissed i cannot play game at home already cos my account has bloody hell kena hacked but how to blame myself huhh that stupid website has such a totally harmless facade arggg.

Damn i miss the sun so much

I just simply want recognition for all the shit i have put in to shore up my studies. pleasssse.

i swear the ns checkup sucks big time man it wears me out so much i can only cover one pathetic chapter on econs today.
Oh and my tv is screwed up at the right time in the middle of the gss, and a new plasma beckons on sunday :)
And alright this is random but i just realise i can drink like two cups of coffee everyday and if this carries on i am so gonna die of overdose of caffeine. But how to resist the inexorable temptation of coffee you tell me haha

I had a major wallet scare today, and i am going to shower my wallet as much love as i can, before i lost it again unless the item- losing syndrome gets lifted up from me or something haha

wth i told jem i will finish sequences and series tonight by hook or by crook, but here i am still using the com, and damn, i'm feeling tired already hahaa. But too bad my resolution says nono and i want to complete it in two hours time!
Im getting bored of kap and serene centre. Off to find new places to study tmr, and it's town on the list next!

you guys meant the world to me and will always will :)

I just procastinated the whole afternoon today with heartfelt regrets, but at least im enlightened with the reinstating fact that i am integrated in a academic environment, and for the first time in my life, i appreciate it, and thank goodness for it :) Screw these people who are bound for failure, simply axiomatic ( my favourite word(: )

Okay i finally got back my phone, turns out that a chip inside had actually gone missing because of my unfriendly pulling of earphones. Haha my com is back from workshop too though everything inside is gone and lost wth.
Oh and i found this african remix of soulja boy on youtube, and damn the beat of the song just keeps rewinding in my head haha.

-"Maybe i'am that individualistic after all"
Still going on, maybe not that strong already, with night studies but at least i have my trusted ipod with me for companion! Oh yeah but argg my phone is spoilt only after a few months and im now stuck with one which cannot even have its direction controls used
Oh and i just realised how sick ks bull really is, which means me wonder why are we only going all frenzied about it now haha.

This is bad bad bad i didnt study much these two days, and i must really save money now in anticipation of the incessant cabbing to kovan.
League was alright i guess started off with a loss though but got one game back against the xiaodes today.
Haha and i finally got myself a ipod. Hate my phone to the core you know the music player just doesn't seem to cooperate with me at times.
Oh got a new case at borders too cos the old one just don't fit anymore and we got ourselves some munchies too, mark & spencers is having some good discounts going on hahaha.

Haha cut my hair really short and i dont care how ugly it is because the feeling is just so great and shiok and i simply love it!
League starts tmr and i just hoped i wont get burnt out.
Oh and i moved to watten. Haha just at the right time man cos my new room spells conducive. Hwa chong ppl are all around me and i must study study study!Ironically, i have phy retest tmr wtffff

Alright im here to lament just how bad the results are just like what everybody is doing right now. haha pass econs with c and gp with d and the rest are just simply not worth mentioning.
lol pms comes once a month, but mood swings comes just so randomly :P

Caught confessions of a shopaholic with sylvia and dawn ytd and it was just the perfect way to get common tests out of your mind :)
Looking forward to training later, haha i have not exercise for the whole week and i need some outlet to spend my bursting energy on!!

wtf maths is down, and another subject down for me, when it is my most confident one. Chemistry tmr and i got a very very strong niggling feeling im done for it

"And I was desolate and sick of an old passion." Ernest Dowson.
Oh yes how true and ironic, disillusioned but i know the show is still on, and i hope i won't lose the plot once again!

Arg and also the confines of this mundane house is stifling me and making me go bonkers, i just want the exams to be over soon! :(

Everything will conclude soon, i sincerely pray to God.

whywhywhywhywhy

Today just sucks totally.
On a lighter note i got back my chinese results with a D, and im quite happy already! Aiya pass happy already, and now chinese can offically scram from my life!
Hehe and also i am very proud of the progress of my book too (:

I swear the rain sucks, full stop. Three days, and all came untimely argg. But kaixuan yesterday was still damn thrilling cos we balled and fooled around in the rain! :D Hurr talk about cheap thrills. And Oh yes flu flu get lost please.


Oh hi this's my dade!

Oh and i came across this random quote:

Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing,

Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness;

So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another,

Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence. * Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

How true is it? And how to break through from hauntingly silent nights, where all you can feel is the eerie caress of solitude?

Though none of us won anything, and some of us ended up cursing everything we can think of, it was still good exposure to us, and we managed to catch a league game!

Haha alright this is random cos i got nothing to talk about, so yeah Argg i hate to stay at home man, how to study when the brunt of the sweltering heat just bears on you! Moral of the story is that staying in houses are not neccesary that nice! But i dont wanna go out too, cos i dont wanna waste money arggg how how how.

Hmm school is starting to get very systematic, because you know what to expect now, and mugging is already a integrated part of my life!
Haha training has increased intensity, but no one is complaining, im not complaining, because i guess we are used to it too! Anyway it is beneficial on kaixuan part too right!
Oh and i know im crazy to join the adidas shootout, but everyone needs a breakthrough point, and i hoped this will be mine :P

Hmm even though the review tests are a pale comparison to the big As, im still happy that its over!
Im so glad i live in singapore, cos the supposedly mild coldness of hk already left my lips slightly lacerated. Hahaha and i swear i love my aunt for giving me so many lavish apparels from armani!

Anyway here are some pics from reunion dinner.

Its actually quite sad to see my once doting grandma ageing over the years, and she really looks so much older than she is supposed to, and it does cause some mortification in me.Andand to end off i saw this dog in the streets, basking in the attention that it is really recieving alot!

At last chemistry is starting to make sense. Tsk

Arggg i want to do it well but i just cannot seem to get it right!

lol wanted to sleep early for the dreaded tmr but still im just not used to early bedtime hahaha.
Oh im being ambivalent again, i want to start school cos then i will stop slacking my life away, but then i hate it cos of the early alarms and well, studies!
Anyway ben you got to buck up man chiong chiong chiong for one week before you go off for your hols :) Then chiong till A's!
GOD BLESS ME

Ho it finally started :)

Hmm for some i know whom i should spend my time with.
School is starting real soon and i havent prepare a shit for it.
Woo on a brighter note, the incessant trainings and outdoor sprees had left me with a more brownish skin :)