It's confirmed man, six months for me to play! omg this is damn good this just plastered a smile all over my face i swear i want to play and happy hour everyday till i drop dead and tell myself that is seriously enough man. Fk A levels, i swear i will be back with utmost vengence and play my ass off! haha can't wait ah what's with all the sweet deals coming up, the prospect of monetary incentives from parents, i'm already drooling at the promised reward for nus admission woohoo

You know sometimes things are just really fked up when you do something but the other party just don't seem to care two hoots bout you, and it is done nicely in a arrogant manner. And there are also times when you have to eat humble pie, and acts like some guy who needs a companion badly, because screw it okay, you want it that way, we'll have it that way Anyway i make use of you, and you make use of me, and that's how things works right?
Good lord i seem to have alot of grievances huh. Anyway today is self proclaimed off day for me, i want to go out proper but mum not free too bad and i ended up having mini soccer game at the backyard with my bro that lasted for a retarded but fun hour plus!

Just another boring week ahead.
This week though- got my club card, a num spree, a toscano case(the way my mum got it was like wtf?), and new running shoes coming up!
Okay i really have to say this, i really need to find more help for maths in school, cos i'm not getting as much help as i would like!

I must really renouce all worldly pleasures man, damn it why must all the promised good deals pop up at this point, and they are so swarming my mind!
oh i can start my new exercise schedule alrdy, hopefully three times a week; i'm already raring to swim at the club tmr!

I seriously hate doing all the stupid stuff like pq and whatever not, such a bloody waste of time man, but thing is i have finished it! And i'm just gonna turn one blind eye to its lacklustre form, i redo it twice you know the stupid computer screw me up, so just good gracious to it.
I am keeping my fingers crossed, aiya keeping my entire hand crossed, that i can go to hk in dec with my mum to embark on my factory sprees with my aunt hahaha, then its family to gold coast maybe for new year, then to coveted Europe for next cny!

I hate school, and i hate myself for being just so naive and not studying hard enough at sec4.
Home, club, library~ the-soon-to-be tripartite of solace.
But on a brighter note i'm actually staring at more exercise avenues!

ohgod i just want the stupid year to conclude quickly, my parents are like saying australia for one moment, and london the next moment its damn positively irritating i srsly hate being the eldest argg.
I am on course to passing all my subs for the first time!
Its 12am now i am going to try and pull myself up at 7am to run hated rounds at ccab i'm so dying to exercise!